Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 3:31 PM

i dreamed i was dying
as i so often do
and when i awoke i was so sure it was true
i ran to the window, threw my hands to the sky and said
whoever is up there
please don't let me die.

i couldn't look at it after that.
i don't think i can tomorrow.
this time round, i let myself down.